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d weather seems sooo lame...and I feel sooo uptight. Met an old fren juz now..She was passing me with a big smile on her face. Well, it must be some signal which tell me that I need to greet her.
It starts with hello...long lost fren I bet. She just remind me of Mariana, my best fren who passed away couple months ago. Deep inside me, I'm hurt to c her and remind me to Mariana.. How fast the time passing by till we forgot wat we left and wat we want in d future.
My masters class will be starting this 4th Dec, and I'm so awake about it. We r chasing what we want! but do we really know to answer this question : What do U want in life?
Unfortunately, no one can give the corect answer once they are asked with such a global question.. Do U really know what U want in Life? U wanna be happy of course! How happy U can b if U got what U want?
Some how, once U get what U want, do U feel happy? Back to Mariana, she dun get what she want in life! We've been sharing tears and bulk of laughter together...she said she want this and that..be like this and that...And I think I'm so happy if she get it all..Unfortunately, she 'went' away from us without gaining anything....
Back to me... If I think about her..I should be happy to be me now...and di panjang umur oleh-Nya. Still! I've given a shade of time to gaining more thing in life..Anyway, is that all can make us happy? or do we still be happy even though we dun need to have anything ? Happiness is wanting what U have!
To all of my old frens...I'm so happy to meet all of U, and for those who r getting married this weekend, U guess will be remembed..U'll marrying each other on my 1st day of school! happy Wedding!
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