Finally! but it seems that I'm lack of words..even words of comfort for my own tired and slaving head!...well, this is it..i think it's over now..I can get back my sleep and my space. Omaiigawd!! it's been a very long path I havent grab some good sleep and leisure.
Owhh well, talking bout Final Presentation - DM : where everything is possible!! I havent tot I can go this far..With the help,courage,moral support from all the bunch aroun, I can see that, I can do it eventhough dah tinggal skeleton'..no more sexy but' hahhaha..frankly It's been over a month I havent grab the thing called REAL LIFE...and what's the real fact is = Money flow like a rainfall.NO KIDDING!
After all, I feel PUAS! to see I can manage myself to go trough all the pain and sickness....of design..Well, this is the real life of being designer where U cant get enuf sleep, enuf food, enuf time coz everything is base on due. And for the time given,some say "tak cukup masalaa etc blablabla", I found out that I can push myself to this stage (Hmm those great achiever eg: Shakespear was also had 24-7,same like me)
Planning to go home to see my parents and my kampung tonite. Mom keep buzzing me to allow her to treat my flight ticket!..but it seems to much to bear for me after a bunch of bling˛ I've been planting in the seed of design. I'd rather go trough 8 hours journey- Simply say ..IT"S SO MUCH much muchhh CHEAPER!! it's just a parents wat - they want to give the best and the fastest way to be rite beside me...how cute :lol:
Hmm this is my cute garden representaing my isntallation - Dance pad and the programming stuf...(with the flowers to kick the point of my target audiences - Kids)
DM and all the DM stuf..part-time and all the broadband stuff...Interview and all the job stuf...what a hectic week I had! I"m happy I can still lock the door and hit the road out of Cyberjaya! U made it Wawa! Thx God
It's been so long I've been slaving myself on the world of programming and design stuf..How I miss my family and my sisters so much...and for that long period of time, I forgot about the most valuable things in life...
Well, atuk aji just passed away pagi tadi.. I really wish to go home :( Mak cakap he missed me .. Now I feel so stupid to focus myself on the dunia..I forgot those old people and the one who was sick.. But atuk dah takde lagi..really wish to go home atuk..I really wish to kiss you good bye,but I just cant. Ma told me that ur face are very crytal clear when they are about to cover U with the white clothes. It just the Iman which shine from deep inside your soul. I can still remember how happy u were at that time to hear about I'm getting myself in IPT. U did a solat hajat for me... U'll never to do that again and again when I told U about my wish. I'm so sorry for not being there when U were about to leave us..
I can still remember how happy u were if I cook something esp juadah buka puasa. I'll not forget to share it with you coz I'm so happy to see how much U appreciate the rezeki. I remember that U never say thanks to me,never!..but U said Syukralillah. Atuk's house is just in front of my house..he had 17 stairs to reach the hall..And I can see him climb up the stairs everyday during my teenage age @kampung.. He never shout...he has a very humble voice.I know how pain it is holding a stomach cancer,but he never cried. When ayah send him to the hospital, he just said a word .."Allah"..Nothing much can do..the doctor want him to stay at home..and I already know what will happen to him...till today
ANd it's always remind me that wateve we have in life is not bcoz of other people..it's just the rezeki from Allah. Sometime we feel that we are so rich..lots of money..but atuk always said that : it's amanah from Him and we need to sahre it with those who need it the most. I'll always remember that atuk..Always...
I can still remember back the time I came back from Mecca. U was the one who turn up @home with ur smiling and blessing look. And what can I do for the history so called memories? I cant bring back atuk aji, it just calling the tears to fall down like a rain!
Well..ajal and maut, seme tu di tangan tuhan.. It just the matter of how we ready for it..And I bet atuk are really˛ know that he wont be long with us. How stupid I am for not being at home..
Seems that we are too far away..pushing ourselves so much on duniawi stuff... and we forgot, there's a hands of life are grabing for us..And we just seems that we dun see it. Atuk was so excited about all the achievement I had in life. I jus feel so sad about this news...
How much the dunia can give us? Good MARKS??? huh??? good look? good friends?? good dress? good food? huh??? till we all seems forgot the other life coming ahead! I'm so mad of myself..Atuk..I'm sorry. I know it was too damn late.. my yassin come along you way atuk.and I know U r very sad n pain to see my tears now..I'll try to hold it as much as I can.
Maybe it's a sign for me to look back into those people I love...time is passing by so fast and I cant even say hi somehow. I think I just dont realize it..Hunger over a cute thing called life - but it seems hanging around me, and I just pretend that I have none.
Semoga roh atuk aji dicucuri rahmat..and I want to go home to say I love U ma..I love U ayah..that's all. I'm scare if one day I have no time to say this everyday :cry:
A year older by today... but I still want to talk about yesterday! Alhamdulillah, what've been planting in my head for quit so long, tercapai jgak. I was having a great time and birthday 'party' in Masjid MMU. Tq to all yg datang, closest frens and housemates. And it's open my mind to a new thing and happiness.. A great venture in future about FOOD and how U can make money out of it. But somehow, I better think it deep b4 making a great jump into the world - hahahhahahah
ok ok..back to the birthday pary stuf'. Talking bout Masjid as a place to gather all the jemaah for a thing called "parteyyy" :D Well, it seems that it's the best place to say thanx to Allah for such a huge gift - Giving us life and the opportunity of living..panjang umur till today.
After isya' there was a solat hajat, I put all the wish within sujud and salam..the wish that I dont think I can make it true except with the bless from Him... the wish that I can see a better picture of being myself..the wish I'll be shown myself who's my truest friend.. and some other personal wishes.. I dont really care how much God want to grand my with the long live, but I wish everyday or even every second of my breath is full of bless and great feelings so that I can pour the full love from me to other people around.
Talking bout great feeling, well, this is the applause party I shud say where we are celebrating without splashing cakes and icing coz now I'm the stage who so called adult (I guess) My heart is freakin cold to freez' my year..hahahha.. And I saw so many differences view of my friends around. Anyway, TQ W for a great hand.
If we look deep in someone eyes, there's 2 fellows who we think are in different paths and journeys..Firstly, I can see W everywhere....around me when at any time. From the stony road to a red carpet floor, to be honest, there's people we can ask to join us for such a religion need, but somehow there's other people for such a world joy and life.. And they are different people.. but then W is so called 'kawan dunia akhirat'..
If we observe to normality of friendship, we tried to give our best to anyone else around - I tot I cant make it, I cant cook that much, I cant serve that party and I cant pleaseee everyone... However, with the unoficial invitation and unexpected guest among unexpected friends, I shud thx to God to give me such a great and happy celebration.It's not a huge party, but then I just feel happy..and fullhearted celebration. So glad to be born as me :wink: Everything's become so perfect and sweet with a cute party. I was smilling so much with the itchy knee (mebbe penat shop barang dapur nak masak spageti :P )
Well, at the end of the nite, I got a huge surprise..DAMN it.. It almost 12 oclock, and I cant even share how happy I am. Thank you :roll:
Hmm... throwing myself in year ahead, better from yesterday.That's all I can say..coz nothing much in my mind rather than a cute lovely great perfect 23rd Birthday. Happy Birthday Wawa!! (still teringat kelibat someone in [i][b]Baju Melayu Purple bz serving jemaah till dia pun tak sempat makan[/b][/i])
'VE HEAR THIS TWICE : Setiap Insan Ada Kekurangan Dan Kelebihannya...........BERSYUKURLAH
U better beleive this! I'm shifting my schedule to something so called preciouse. Maybe I'll cont' later.. But to tell me the truth, I'm figuring out my whole feeling and ...and...blablabla...It's really damn kewl sesion.
I went to the Thai Massage Centre and passed a packet of dimsum to A, the manager. The Dhoj and gang have the hots for her! She's really nice and pretty too. While the boys are going ga-ga over A, my female friends are going ape over one of the partners of the Centre. Haiya, so had to be thick skinned and asked The Boy (hereby known as The Boy because if he discovers this blog, I am dead) whether he was straight or gay. I mean, I came in and he commented on my hair and perfume! What straight man would ask that you tell me?! While I investigated The Boy on behalf of my deranged friends, I had to reply the many sms's my gal pals kept sending me.
"Eeee you ask if he's married okay?" "Is he straight? I mean look at his shoes. REAL men don't wear shoes like that." (Checked that and he was wearing flip flops) "would he consider appearing in my xxx rated dreams?"
Anyway, after the massage, The Boy and I ended up having drinks. I had hot chocolate. [b]Ah sweet youth. He can't wait to be in his 30s. He has so many dreams. He likes women who approach him.[/b] And what did Grand Aunty Dina advise The Boy?
1. To go caving. 2. To fall in love so deeply so that even if he never recovers from the failed love, he'll always remember.
[i]Antara hidup dan mati.. antara bumi dan akhirnya.. antara permulaan dan penghujung.. antara cinta dan benci..
Di mata kita berdiri Sebagai insan yang membawa panji amanah penakluk muka bumi, pengiring tugas˛ insani Dari terbit mentari hingga lena dibuai alam mimpi...
Lihatlah alam ini... puput semilir yang membawa bayu bernama kepercayaan dan tanggungjawab
Teguhkah diri berlantaikan pendirian yg meliuk ke kanan dan ke kiri mengikut arah angin nafsu
Tetapkah keinginan di bawah ampuhnya matlamat hati andai dibayangi keindahan yang datang mengaburi mata
Kebalkah bisikan jiwa berdindingkan cita yang lerai diantara deruan gema berona canggung berentak leka.
Masihkah mampu berdiri? Tetap dan kebal? Masihkah ada jurang pemisah antara kehidupan dan kematian.. Di antara permulaan kehidupan dan penghujungnya Yang tak pasti!
Andai masa depan tersirat dipena ini.. Akan ku tulis kalimah kegembiraan Akan ku ukir kata keikhlasan ku buai dengan lenggok keindahan Yang bernama kasih sayang.[/i]
Dear my niece and nephews.. I love u all so much.. See the world and grow up as the best person di dunia dan di akhirat. Miss all of U.. No one can lead our way kecuali diri kita sendiri..and be prepared of anything which may harm U.. One thing for sure, I'm always there for U. My love and my only love and my only hope. I know U guys wont dissapoint me (as I always hurt U guys..hihihi )
U wont be regret. I like the movie sooooooooooo much! THE COLOR, THE MUSIC, THE SCRIPT AND EVEN THE CINEMATOGRAPHY! DAMN COOL!! this kinda movie yg sepatutnye kite tengok. The story of a women, Who challenge the mindS of the brightest student IN THE COUNTRY, TO OPEN THEMSELVES TO THE DIFFERENT IDEA ..AND GO ON TROUGH THE JOURNEY THEY NEVER IMAGINED!
It's worth it..bkannye citer yg tadek moral etc and cintan cintun semata˛.. And Guess wat, my favourite song is on the movie. Currently the romantic love song, sing by Jason Wade - U belong to me..tapi seems that this movie is in the year of 1954, I guess, Jason wade re-sing the song.. haa it's quit funny to hear that song in the oldish version (and I sang along during the movie) [u] [i]You Belong To Me The Duprees[/u]
See the pyramids along the Nile Watch the sun rise on a tropic isle
Just remember darling all the while You belong to me
See the marketplace in old Algiers Send me photographs and souvenirs
But remember when a dream appears You belong to me
I'll be so alone without you Maybe you'll be lonesome too and blue
Fly the ocean in a silver plane Watch the jungle when it's wet with rain
Just remember till you're home again You belong to me[/i]
Luckily there's not so many audience..can be count with both hands..
Tu laa org kite nak tengok jek citer tah pape...citer yg bermotif camni susah nak boom in m'sia...not like in abroad. People seeking for such a good storyline. 8)
One day I wish to be that lady..for me she's very success and outstanding! Dont care bout judgment or look. She just feeling so perfect of knowing the real life and future..and of course being herself. This kinda lady we need in this new century. Damn!! I love this movie so much!
... Anyway just catch Danial online. It has been so long havent spent so much time talking to him..tak pernah even once kot. Have a nice day all..Guys, jgn tak pegi semayang jumaat 8)
erkkk :? mimpi burukk..kwaaakwaakuaa....huhuhh.. If only mimpi tu benar˛ terjadi...erk :shock:
Well..well..well..just read an article.. I really like it so much.. it says about the relationship between family, frens..and love one. What I like the most are:
Hubungan sesama manusia sangat penting terutama hubungan kekeluargaan, hubungan sesama rakan taulan juga hubungan dengan insan yang dicintai. Tentunya dalam menjalani kehidupan sehari-hari, banyak suka duka, pahit manis yang terpaksa dilalui. memanglah kalau ditanya, semua insan hanya ingin yang manis-manis belaka namun kadangkala tanpa kita sedari sikap sendiri juga yang membawa kepada timbulnya sesuatu kekeruhan. Dari novel ini banyak yang boleh kita pelajari:
1. Jangan amalkan sikap suka berprasangka buruk kepada orang lain. Siasatlah atau tanya sendiri kepada empunya diri untuk mencari kebenaran.
2. Sekiranya ada masalah, bawalah berbincang atau berbicara dari hati ke hati. Tidak kira apa jua bentuk masalah itu. Cari seseorang yang boleh dipercayai untuk meluahkan rasa dan berkongsi masalah. Mungkin masalah yang pada tanggapan kita amat sukar diselesai, akan dapat dileraikan dengan mudah berkat perbincangan tadi.
3. [i][b]Kecacatan atau kekurangan yang ada pada diri bukan bererti penamat kepada sebuah kehidupan[/b][/i]. Hidup mesti diteruskan. Anggap apa yang terjadi adalah dugaan kecil dari ALLAH S.W.T untuk menguji keimanan kita. Jika rasa nasib kita malang, masih ramai yang lebih malang daripada kita.
4. Sekiranya hajat kita ditentang atau tidak mendapat restu ibu bapa, elakkan dari mengambil tindakan lari dari rumah. Itu bukanlah jalan yang baik untuk menyelesaikan masalah. Malah lebih banyak masalah lain yang akan timbul. Ingat! [i][b]Tidak ada ibu bapa yang tidak sayangkan anaknya.[/b][/i]
5. Sentiasa dapatkan nasihat daripada kedua ibu bapa. Sesungguhnya kita sentiasa memerlukan panduan supaya tidak tergelincir ke landasan yang salah.
6. Setiap insan yang bercinta tentunya mempunyai impian untuk meneruskan kehidupan hingga ke alam rumah tangga bersama pasangannya. Oleh itu, dalam tempoh mengenali hati budi masing-masing, sikap percaya mempercayai amatlah penting sekali. [i][b]Sekiranya tiada lagi kepercayaan, bagaimana mahu melayari bahtera rumah tangga kelak?[/b][/i]
7. Jangan amalkan sikap bersangka baik dengan orang yang baru dikenali. Meskipun mereka mempunyai latar belakang kehidupan yang baik, sentiasalah amalkan sikap berhati-hati. Tidak mustahil sikap terlalu percayakan seseorang akan mendatangkan kemudaratan kepada diri sendiri.
8. Teman sejati adalah teman yang sentiasa bersama-sama kita sama ada dalam senang atau susah. Ketawa atau menangis. Teman yang sebegini tidak akan membiarkan kita keseorangan tatkala kita berdepan dengan pelbagai masalah dan kesusahan.
9. [i][b]Jaga setiap patah perkataan yang keluar dari mulut kita[/b][/i]. Ketika sedang marah, kadangkala kita tidak sedar apa yang dituturkan.
10. Sesuatu tindakan hendaklah dibuat mengikut fikiran bukan perasaan. Sering terjadi perasaan sentiasa mendahului fikiran. Namun bila keadaan sudah tenang dan kebenaran terbukti, barulah penyesalan tiba. Bak kata pepatah, 'Sudah Terhantuk baru nak terngadah.'
Anyway TQ Ain for the photoes.. TQ for being a good photographer on the last Pesta Pantun.
off campus for a few times today for some bzness and working purposes..
Lunch @Serdang with [i]someone[/i]..Teatime @Street Mall with [i]someone[/i]...Getting closes to the real world and future plan. Career fair somemore.. gaining some good opportunities and knowledge bout my future field. :D Well.. An Evening with pacik.. Asam limau ais?..eyuuckks..coughing uhuk˛ :?
now satu rumah dah jangkit demam wawa... hahahaahuhuhuhnguehnguehh nguehh :twisted:
Kesian adik˛ junior..sorry laa yek..so sesapa yg terasa tanak demam tu, jgn mai umah kami.. Ambil langkah bejage˛, makan vitamin C and drink lots of water. This kinda fever may lead to brain damages. High tempreture and not enuf rest season.
Seems that satu MMU dilanda demam dan selesema yg teruk. Hope I can stand it till the end of this FYP. GO FCM! GO MMU! arghh panasnyee :roll:
:shock: SO happy to see the Sun..it's a brand new day...like each day of my life. TQ Azim for ur concern bout me. He offer me to join d' company.. Later I'll send my resume. The choice is very wide, but then I wont be too choosy..yet I need to take care of my parents, any work can be perfect as long as keje tu halal. Well, hari ni ade sound recording.. Gonna be an artist for a while :lol: keskeskes..
