I went for a Dinner at the Palace of The Golden Horses. It took me an hour to dress up.Well...it seems that everything's just like a having a huge party in the Hotel Grand Ballroom..this is why? coz at the end of the nite, there were dancing grooooove :D I cant dance,not the rite time anyway esp bila DM ni blom siap sepenuhnye.
Everyone were in cinderella's MOOD :) Everyone wore good stuff..ahaks..I was in dark Red. Just simple and completed with red tudung.. It was a complete Final year and the last dinner for me as a student. It's all nice and perfect.I wish the nite never end... 8)
Tonite's Dream,Tomorrow's Memory <== this is totally correct!!! :roll: > Samrizat and I... =http://img32.photobucket.com/...
At the Palace Golden Horses courtyard =http://img32.photobucket.com/...
I went to Sg Wang..and SUg wang..and Sg Wang..it has been 3 days out (within a week) to that place. Tp hari ni lagi besh where..Azzah bought a new PC.
Check emails..I got a very good email given by Mr Roland, the one I met on flight. He gave a lesson which I think I should put it here so it wont be deleted ;)
[b][i]Lesson Number One [/i][/b]
A crow was sitting on a tree, doing nothing all day. A small rabbit saw the crow, and asked him, "Can I also sit like you and do nothing all day long?"
The crow answered: "Sure, why not." So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the crow, and rested.
All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.
Moral of the story is:
To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.
[b] [i]Lesson Number Two [/i][/b]
A turkey was chatting with a bull. "I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed the turkey, "but I haven't got the energy."
"Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?" replied the bull. "They're packed with nutrients."
The turkey pecked at a lump of dung and found that it actually gave him enough strength to reach the first branch of the tree.
The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch.
Finally after a forth night, there he was proudly perched at the top of the tree.
Soon he was spotted by a farmer, who shot the turkey out of the tree.
Moral of the story:
Bullshit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there.
[b][i] Lesson Number Three [/i][/b] A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold, the bird froze and fell to the ground in a large field.
While it was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on it. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, it began to realize how warm it was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.
A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.
Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him!
The morals of this story are:
1) Not everyone who drops shit on you is your enemy.
2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
3) And when you're in deep shit, keep your mouth shut
demit..found out dat i'm not feeling good.Woke up @12..I think mus alreay on road to Penang. Take care dude. Drive carefully. Today's Elisa B'day. Sweet 22 my dear fren. :wink: I'm sorry,cant join all of U. How to start my day today... :roll: I'm loooooooooooooosing grip.
[i]I want to be where the sun warms the sky When it's time for siesta you can watch them go by Beautiful faces, no cares in this world Where a girl loves a boy, and a boy loves a girl Last night i dreamt of san pedro It all seems like yesterday, not far away[/i]
Just arrived..Well, tq Mus for ur time - Perfect dinner where we finally have time to talk and discuss bout life etc. Sometimes, not all of us know the tune to bring me back on track! TQ TQ :D Well, design stuff goes to desogn people. We cant easily talk bout design with guard, roomates or even our own boyfriend :wink:
few hous later, when I'm about to sleep..finally I took my jeans and cap! I went out ..hhit the road @12, TQ frens.. it has been so long I didnt 'smell' all of yaa..hah' bet u guys are still d' same! Sorry cant stay long with all of yaa.. as usual, I'm a budak skolah, no time to hang out kahkahkahhh
Now I'm getting sleepy finally! and thx for the cans of coke! :lol: havent get this dzzzz for so long..hahahha :shock:
Now how to sleep? TOo dz..kakkakakka..siot jek :lol:
Different start than usual...selalunya after subuh,I'll headed down the blanket...tapi kali ni..I'm just feel missing somebody I love..missing the one I care the most and my family members. Open the windows and sliding, it still dark..heheeh I can hear the frog..kekekke...- I want to see the sunrise straight upon my room and the birds chipping together - kluar carik makan sesama satu family!,tak terlanggar each other pun time flying together.How amazed it is. I want to see that. It's so happy to see how the birds can fly together. Kalau diadaptasikan in my view of life : Birds pun tau kuar cari makan together for the family, it straight goes to - Tuhan want us to see that. Everything around us potray how our life should be! Together+Working Hard+Respect each other+Care+and of course kene berusah mencari rezeki seawal pagi!
I cooked for my honey. Wish to drop by to catch him b4 he start working. Darling, I have Fratuccini for you, nanti leh buat lunch k.
Wish to write some letters to my niece and nephw'. I miss them so much! Since Kak Ha ang Abg Long left yesterday, I'm a bit sick of missing their 'army' esp Aisyah and Sarah.hehhehe :lol: Maybe coz I didnt buy anything for em tuk di kirim. Suppose buy something or just a candy.I bet they are expecting those gift from me here. :roll: . Teringat bila balik kampung, they dun rush for me, but for my bagasi..which is full of gifts and some other cute stuff I usually bought @the mall b4 naik bas. :D How are they at home? miss 'em so much!
Well...well...well........today I'm headed to KL. I need to buy a dance pad for my FYP. It has been a very long time I havent step in to Sungei Wang and Lot 10. Here I go again. I want to meet my friends at The Body Shop and catch something @ Low Yat 8) Harap˛ budget cukup...balik campus, poket habuk..hahahahaha :D
Hmm now the birds start chipping! Owh I recognize that one,she is in pokok kekabu depan tingkap..hahhaha.. She used to 'sing' the same tune every morning. I feel so bless to hear that. Thx God to give me the ability to hear all things around me..all the sound of creatures and natures flow.
Owhh Honey, jgn masuk opis dulu, I want to drop by u with a kiss :wink: kekkekekeke - Fratuccini kiss :P
HMM unexplain how damn fast time tu gerak.. I've took 2 botles of Livita and a dose of paracetamol. !am, hit the road of to Setiawangsa, Abg long need my help - He took CiCi for a day..Sibbaik Abang ade..Tumpang gi skolah.. hihi..ESOK PANTUN WEITTarghh cuakkkkss.. I'll be on red Malay Traditional Costum yg di sewa khas tuk Team Pemantun pertama.. Tapi kene pakai cucuk sanggul :roll: ..hmm takkan nak kene buat sanggul.. how if I wear my tudung :D
just watch satu rancangan titled as 'Benarkan Lelaki Materialistik'..nice discussion given in Tv3. They r rite.. Lelaki mmg materialistik to make to family survive. They want to have a hardworking carrier women, good salary and pandai jaga rumahtangga. WOW BERATNYE TANGGUNGJAWAB TU..Tanggungjawab perbelanjaan keluarga pun perlu di kongsi bersama :O .seems like kite jek kene keje kuat! Tapi sorg panel mengatakan it's not the matter of money it self..it's a bout heart. Sbb nak built satu family at the first stage of married, mmg lack of cash etc, but then when dah reach to the establish stage, they said they wont push their wife to work..tapi they'd rather the wife stay at home. Tapi nak sampai that stage..it tooks bout 10 years. After 10 years tu, he'll definitely took over all the perbelanjaan. He said - materialistik is like a nafsu.. Kalau tadek nafsu, nak mencangkul rumput pun susah. It's all lead to the completation for a family to make it perfect..That's y they want their wife tu bekerja...bila semua dah stabil they'll took over all..and at that time they want their wife to be as a lovely life partner - not the one yg suka bleter bila dierg balik keje.. I was lough out loud watching it.. And now I know Y lelaki has to be materialistik..coz they want to have a good start..a good fist step in alam rumahtangga & perkahwinan.... a good start to built a good family..and it'll only took about 10 years to stabil.. And they'll take over all. After that 10 year,No need us - ladies to work hard but always have a good life even though dah berusia at that time..and have to keep our appearence.hihihik! As eg: lot's of wife nowaday, instead of jadik teman, they'll become MAK kat rumah! they dont want that..if only they want to be treated as a husband, they'll prefer kedai mamak where the mamak can b their wife buat kopi.. (sbb mamak takkan bleter time buat kopi cam mak˛ kat rumah).hahhahaha :wink:
Ni laa masyarakat kita...wife will get away sbb rasa tak cun laa bila dah kaween..sbnrnye mende tu salah.. Should watch WHI hari˛ :shock:
gays are sweet n nice n cuddly n cute <=== WHICH IS THAT'S TOTALLY TRUE.>So happy for U gal..allaa baru dapat email jek.. :P Dont floating in the air my dear :D
it has been so long I dont ask peoples' opinion about my life... it seems I'm a bit out of normal thought and ideas. Forgot to talk about what I like and what I love to do the most. We was talking bout zoo and animal... :) little bit weird stuf to talk in this new era. But I really like it. It seems so fun and happy to talk bout that stoopid cute breathing creatures which is nothing related to my field. Too far yet I feel soo closed to that stuff. It has been so long I havent been there. To many effort I've put to go there, but nothing's work. Time may come soon..hehhe...
Met a new hang out-mate - My own lecture.Typically keep askin' bout my BF - what's in her mind. But I really like and adore her. She's the type of success - in my point of view. Proud to have someone like her and came from east cost like me: success and have her won abilty to stand alone and made up her own day. Maybe one day I can be like her. Really outstanding and able to do anything by her own..Success and brilliant - not the type of those stoopid girl I might see anywhere esle with those stupid useless dress :?
Came across my mind - what I've done to my FYP today? seems nothing's work.. Black out since morning till late afternoon. I missed the meeting and cant afford myself to go out of the house - it's rainy but I feel so warn n dizzy :oops: Jgn demam dulu pliss.
Time is running so fast... I didnt even say hi to myself today. Lots of emails come and I've delete most of unimportant one.
Someone come accross my mailing list. Asking bout my life, asking bout my latest Val (well I dun give a damn bout Valentines) - well, U was once cheating on me Honey (shud call him moron, U better shame or urself to get updated bout me! U know... FOR ME :roll: - ONCE a LIAR, ALWAYS a LIAR. I can pretending myself by being nice and cool with warm greet and lovely smile.. but remember, I wont forget it! Sometimes I can be ur poison :twisted: I might as weel look presentable and kind hearted but dont forget that I wont forget how U deal me wrong!
Tapi life goes on and friendship never end (since I'm a very good pretender- the best of all I guess), U'll never see how hard I've been hiding my anger and revenge. Some guys are fool - Not all! :wink:
They just dun realiza that some of the friendship came from hatred and madness. I used to say that - put ur enemy closer 8) than ur best friends. So it can determain how pain U've been treated and how U wont forget it till the end of life. There's no forgive and forget honey and "Heart attacks are not always fatal". U will never know when I'll strike U BACK :wink:
So dont mess with my life again n again.. U r already in my trap :roll: Guysss...guysss.. bile laa korg nak grow up as the wise man :shock:
All the best to keep the friendship alive. Sorry if I'll harm U one day - It's not my fault :P
Hmm Abang saya banyak keje..pity him..all the best to U too :)
Yezterday I went off campus. Went out for a refreshment.. woke up so early today to pick up MyKad..Not a good start..I forgot so many thing when I woke up today..even road to putrajaya. Seems like my body jek is movig but my mind wasnt here. It's make yatie freak out - obviousely..She scare if I lead to and accident.Sibbaik tadek pape..it just my mind not ere..kene sepuk skali ngan Yatie..hihihih :P .yeayyy IC baru..muka cam macik tahun 60-an..hihihi :roll: Then pi singgah opis Abang...sorry bang..creadit phone habis..kene mintak receptionist call U...keskeskes :lol: Dapat Mint Chocolate and Kain sarung Indonesia, his Mama bought from Langkawi.. TQ TQ.. :wink: cantik kain tu..cam ade glitters gituh..glamerr nyahh..hehhe 8)
Wat's srong with me :?:
p/s Well..some frustrated situation where I found out that the one who used to know bout me - dont really knows me very well enuf,not yet. :wink: Give some space and time.
Morning wawa..wish today is yesterday..where woke happily and eager waiting to meet my Abang.. yesterday, we went for The Last Samurai! OmmaiGod, he's so cute in kimono! :D And we went for lunch.. Everything was smooth... Malam tu meeting pantun. Thrown my own world in dunia puitis. Seems that people are so happy last nite. With the cheerfull faces, they really make me happy...and we lough out lough though :D
And I slept early last nite, never tot I can sleep tighly again. Keep woke up each hour..and I feel so tired. Scar to have bad dreams..hahaha.. so I give some gap for my mind so that I wont be dreaming anything :lol:
Time pass by, it's already morning.. No one else in the house. Need to housekeeping..it's easier if there's no one! eiii...where's Yatie?? Haven't seen her for quite sometimes... She wasnt here yesterday..where's she? :roll:
Why would I chase your shadow all my life And be afraid of my own? I'd rather be with you I'd rather not know Where I'll be than Be alone and convinced that I know
When the world keeps spinning round My world's upside down You and I wouldn't change a thing I've got nothing else to lose I lost it all when I found you And I wouldn't change a thing No, you and I wouldn't change a thing
Everything I know has let me down So I will just let go Let you turn me inside out Cause I know I'm not sure about anything But you wouldn't have it any other way
When the world keeps spinning round My world's upside down You and I wouldn't change a thing I've got nothing else to lose I lost it all when I found you And I wouldn't change a thing No, you and I wouldn't change a thing
Spinning turning watching burning All my life has found its meaning Walking crawling climbing falling All my life has found its meaning You and I wouldn't change a thing No, you and I wouldn't change a thing
When the world keeps spinning round My world's upside down You and I wouldn't change a thing I've got nothing else to lose I lost it all when I found you And I wouldn't change a thing No, you and I wouldn't change a thing
Rasa ngantuk..last nite I dun really sleep tightly- woke up @2, carik kunci CiCi..risau takut missplace...realize that I had a bad dreamt. Dreamt bout death! A very good fren of mine meninggal..and di kapankan in front of me.. Then I tried to sleep again...fall asleep later..dikejutkan lagi dgn another bad dream (tido tak basuh kaki lagi) :lol: I dreamt someone I known (tapi tak cam) gave me a platinum ring with 3 diamonds on it. one of the diamond in the middle is too big..hmm Then when I turn back to see the person who gave me the ring, he fell down..and died. What does it mean? woke up - it's already subuh...so scare to sleep if I have to dream about death. Tapi terlena balik..
Then woke up sbb Abang call around 8.15 (wake up call :wink: ) along the way to his office - he gave me my fav dishes.. Love U so much! :P
Since pagi tadek kelas...wawa decide masak.. pegi pasar Putrajaya beli ikan pari masak asam pedas :lol: ..hmm sayur masak ala cina ngan tauhu telor..Lunch sesama ngan housemates..seronok sgt!! :P
Then rush to book shop to buy design stuf.... As I walk down the isle, my mind jump to a thought. Wat if one day we dun have time to go to pasar..and cook for the rest of our family member. Wat if, we dun even have chance to do it...or we r not capable to do it..or we are not given the chance to do it.. or we die tomorrow? :?
Wat if we dun have chance - no more: to make people around us happy. Am I happy enuf to leave 'em all tomorrow. Am I satisfied myself if I gone tomorrow? and wat if people around us dun even get the msg of what I've been doing - to make 'em happy? :roll:
This is life...and even how hard we tried and how strong the will that we put in, kalau itu kehendak tuhan..and if only tuhan berkenankan sesuatu yg tidak diketahui hajat & effectnye kepada kita, we can do anything... even how hard we try. Coz God knows the best.
I hope all of people around me...or even my pets and everything; I hope they are happy enuf to know such a person like me who's nobody compare to all of U...it's only how much how much I love all of U..nothing else :wink:
wow..smalam outing ngan my Abang..balik meeting pantun. Seems that time is running so fast. 8) Ma ngan Ayah ke Pahang lagi..windu kat anak cucu agaknye. When the time comes, kita pun akan jadi macam tu..mulalaa tak lekat kat umah, cari anak cucu sana sini...well..hari ni cuti taipusme - tapi consctruction kat sebelah ni still keje. At least I can hear something rather than sunyi sepi. :roll:
[i]I'm really searching these day.. For clearer ways To express... my feelings for you. Warmer ways to just be with you DIfferent ways to let you know that... I care so much about our love.
Happy ANNIVESARY DARLING. I love U since forever[/i]
Afternoon wawa.. Baru balik mandi kan cici kat Bangi. Sorry Abang, I didnt call U- just dont want to mess up with ur working time. Tak elok lagi pun if I buzz U while U r in the office. Drop by kat pasar Putrajaya, bought some stuf'.... wish to make pic pie hari ni :P Nanti petang Abang balik keje, he said he want to have an evening with me..so I can bring him my homemade cook stuf... izenit happy? :) ...
Talking bout raya. I think Eid-Adha this year is the best Raya Haji ever.. Havent celebrate it for the past 3 years..If I'm not mistaken. Then this raya, I force myself to go home. Abg Long korban tahun ni.. I wish raya tahun depan I can contribute something and korbankan something..kebau ke lembu ke..hhihi..coz I can see how happy my mom if ada di antara anak˛ dia yg menlaksanakan korban di Hari Raya Haji. Balik raya drive..Kacik n Abg Irwan along. Seronok tengok dierg gurau senda..heheh.. Ise pun ada sama..we cant tahan dari nak gelak..Then smlm balik just 3 of us. Ise naik bas. He want to give us some privacy...
Talk bout Raya - Along visited me @home. Never tot he'll come and talk to me like that ... Impressive by his approach and confidenceness, I can see that how happy he is now. Long lost frens who sooo called enemy. Dulu time skolah rendah selalu fight..hehehhe.. 8) He wore black shirt..really match with his fair and flawless skin. He really bring back the old memories....where we both selalu gaduh nak dapatkan tempat pertama in each exam. Wish U all the best Along and thx for being such a good fren who never forget me :lol: U never drop me a call since years ago..even any latter or kad raya. I know U r happy with ur life now. Same with me :)
